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so yah apo pledginh is fun... a bit time consuming but fun... i dont fully even mind the 7:30 a.m. breakfasts... so yah... kinda met someone... not sure how feel about it yet...as soon as i figure it out leah is gonna get a phone call...
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so linda told me before she went to bed that she told christine that she would really miss me next year... that means an amazing aount because i love her and shes just such an amazing person and roomie. I'm seriously going to miss the random pre-bed pushups and hopefully the midnight walks wont end next year. I had the most amazing night ever. So linda's sister told us about this park that existed about a ile of campus bakc when she went to schoolo here so linda and i went exploring for it two nights ago. we found what looke dlike a park but we didnt have any flashlights and heard running water so didnt wanna change stepping into or onto something that we couldnt see and would regret. so we went back earlier and foudn te most amazing little park ever. the slide on thsi thing is enormous... and since its snowing and freezing it was coated in ice... we flew down the curves... it was amazing... theres also a bridge and a path that apparently leads into the nature preserve. However we didn't realize how cold we would get and got minor frost bite on our legs... all good now... we cant wai ttill it egts warms and we can go there to tan and just relax... i feel like a lto of people would like it but wpouldnt appreciate it as much as she and i do... especially considering the mile walk uphill on a residetial road that has no sidewalk... utterly amazing... i cant wait... in 2 and a half days ill be getting on a bus ot go home.,... im other news.. me being a pain in the ass finally paid off...so i met a psycho in my med ethics class... cute guy... amazing build.... absolutely insane!!!! well he lives in c.i.dubs and i always see him in the dining hall eating alone. well after med ethics i dropped off m shit in the room and decided to go get some food to bring back up... as i pay i seer him sitting alone so instead of taking the shittiest bagel in existance up to the room i go and sit next to him.... he was shocked that someone would wanna sit with him... even said how most people who kno him know not to sit with him and that not too many poeple like him... i wonder why lol... well after discussing how i was ready to kill him at the last discussion... we started to actually get along and hes grownin on me... well peace muthas!!!
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[07 Feb 2006|12:30am] |
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yay!!!! yay!!!! so i bought my ticket home today... cant wait... it's weird... i can go days and shit without thinking about how much i miss things and then i sit here with a litle down town and look up a the pics i ahve around me and completely miss it... not staten island... not so much as the family... just i miss my other life. Not that I have two seperate identities or two sepeate lives but im a way i do. When I'm home... it's home. shit's changed quite a bit but my family is my family and my best friend is always around when i need her and even when i dont. It's amazingly comforting to know I have someone so incredible in my life and I'm able to say with great pride and joy that she's my best friend. And then when I'm at school... the girls here are my family... for example, 4:30 in the morning jaimie wakes me and lin up to cyr about jakc being retarded... lin half asleep wakes up and helps me try to explain to jaimie that you cant be there for everyone all the time... next morning... sunday morning.. not even noon... theres banging and a crying jaimie standing outside our door because her b/f scumme dher over to no end.... now normally i would have just covered my head with another pillow and passed out but it's family in a way. Me and Linda have completely gotten closer too... I'm seriously gonna miss her next year but that's ok because hopefully well be brothers... dont ask guys ill explain some other time... however, the thing college has made me most appreciative of is how much closer it brought me to the people that i was terrified of losing once it started. I went from seeing leah once every few months to seeing her pretty much every day that I'm home. I went from never being able to get in touch with mel to talking on the phone every other day. The funny thing is that Leah and i didn't really get all that much closer. we just see each other more often and profess our love for eachother lol. I don't really remember how or why we bonded the way we did but those rare occasions wher we would hang out and talk, i still told her pretty much everything. granted i might be a little more open with her now but i never was worried about how she woudl react over something or judge me... gil was right about things... hard as it is for me to admit this but the boy does have some semi intelligent philosophies on life...he once told me not to worry so much about things because in the end everything would just fall into place. Don;t get me wrong, I still worry but things really do seem to work themselves out in the end like he said. I guess to end this on a sentimental note... i'm going home in 4 days and im excited beyond belief. i miss the rents... i miss the bro.. and most of all i miss you leah!!! You're my best friend, my support system, my sister... hell youre even my pregnancy test buddy... blood couldn't make us any closer... I couldn't have put it better myself. I also would just like to thank anyone who is reading this. Linda and I had this great conversation the other night about how friends aren't always meant to be there in our life forever. They're there to help you get through whatever chunk of your life that they're around for. So I know that most of you probablywont be reading this but for those of you that are... or atleats skimming it... even though we might not talk anymore I just wanted to say thanks for being there for me whenever it was that you were... whether it be elemtry school, junior high, highschool, or the present. Without you guys I wouldn't be the person I am today and I fully appreciate you guys and love the person that you have helped me become. well this is long.... good night
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[15 Dec 2005|12:17am] |
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so today was ummm fun.... final at 8:30 in the morning... well im done with chem so thats awesome.... last final tomorrow night and then i go home... im so happy.... 5 weeks ... ugh i just came... well just finished watching practical magic with linda... awesome movie with an awesome roomie... im kinda upset that she nad i arent gonna room together next year... im sur eill adapt but still its so weird that your freshman roomie and you get along as much as me and linda do... plus she needs to grow balls and thanks to me theyre coming in nicely lol... well home in 24 hours... yay!!!!!!
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[12 Dec 2005|06:20pm] |
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so in an attempt to avoid studying... i stumbled upon live journal and decided to start using this shit again... its weird.. i looked at my last entries and they were from 2 summers ago... i was in israel.... the last one was a private entry but it was so depressing... mostly about how shitty i was feeling about rob and gil... oh my how things have changed... although it made me truly appreciate my friends now... well some of them and they know who they are... for never letting me feel shitty about myself cuz of some jerkoff again
also read leahs journal entries from beginning of the summer on.... every time me leaving was mentioned my eyes started to tear .... i was on he phone with a new friend last night... someone im becomming close with... and i tried to explain why im so excited about going home and putting mine and lee's friendship into words that made sense was the hardest thing ive ever done... i heard myself talking and i sounded like a hardcore lesbian in love with her or something ... then i came to the realization that i love her pretty much the same way i love yan... she said it best i guess... blood couldnt make us any closer...
i do miss home though... its strange to think about not waking up to the same people for 5 weeks though... its been 3 months but these girls have become like a second family to me... atleast i can still stalk linda though lol... oh man .. so taking the trays home and going traying... deff something leah and mel have to do since theyre not in bumblefuck ny with tons of hills and snow and cafeteria trays lol... me and lin were alkreayd planning on me and leah if nt mel as well meeting upw ith ehr and joanna and goign traying...i love my roomie... granted id love my roomie even more had i stayed home and been living with leah but i guess lin comes in a close second
well i better get back to studying or rather start studying.... oh man... in 4 days ill be home... i miss everyone so much... well mostly the family and leah and mel... and unfortunately gal crosses my mind every so often... bt thats mostly cuz forever young keeps playing... damn you rod stewart... well its monday 6:30 p.m. and in 4 days and a few hours i expect ill be in bagel bistro with leah and my sudoku book and cheesedoodles and popcorn everywhere... sitting in complete silence and yet having the best conversation and time ive had since thanksgiving
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[08 Jul 2004|04:11pm] |
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coming home tomorrow night!!! yay!!! I wanna go home but I don't. I'm leaving to the airport at like one in the morning... this is so gonna screw up my sense of time... and so technically I'm leaving the 9th and coming home the 9th cuz of the whole going back 7 time zones... fun fun...I can' wait to go home though...and I can't wait for my b-day which is in a lil over 2 weeks... i justs aw yan checking out ipods on bestbuy.com so ya I'm getting an Ipod!!! it's coll and all but im really excited about going home... i miss my house i miss my friends and im sick and tired of my cousin stealing m blanket at night... i always wake up freezing and shes hogging not one but two blankets cuz she decides to blast the a.c. in her room at night... the same asshole thats always complainging that its too cold... well i'm gonna go make sure i have all my cds and what not... gonna go to the beach with my cousins for a bit soon even though it's like 5 but its always hot here and the wtaers always warm and it's just a bonding goodbye walk on the beach type thing... just waiting for steve to get home from work... then possibly catch a movie afterwards... arrite Im out... see you guys soon...w ell soem of you ta least
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| I wanna go home!!!! |
[02 Jul 2004|09:43pm] |
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Uh one more week... I'm having fun and all but I'm so burnt and it's not going away cuz I'm still here in the sun!!! I'm starting ot get home sick and my cousin is pissing me off more and more each day... Apparently I slept with two girls last night... went ot a party with her... drank a bit ... got bored... went back here and passed out... apparently two of her friends came back here and went to sleep in bed with me... good thing i didn't wake up randomly or else that would ahve been akward and scary... I miss people... mostly Heather... this whole college thing in a year so isn't gonna work unless we go to school together which is very unlikely... just as I was thinkign I wanna go home a while commenting on one of Leah's entries hoping she would reply since she never did with the e-mail I sent her I see a fucking huge mutant roach crawling past me.... I wanted to scream but decided to pretend it wasn't there and continue typing instead...seemed like a better idea but now it's like not in sight and I woudl prefer to know where it is so I won't run into it later tonight... I hate bugs... especially huge fucking mutant ones!!! The little fucker was like the size of half my palm...although I have small hands so that's not saying much but it's still fucking huge!!! It had wings and everything!!! I swear!!! I think Im over Rob... I was kidna losing interest before Ileft and now I'm feeling very indifferent to any thoughts I have of him... although I do give thought tohim occasionally so maybe that means something... ah who knows... most importantly I don't really care...we'll see what happens when I get back in a week... it's funny cuz technically I'm seeing him but it feels like he's no one to me...something about when he kisses me though... I;ve never gotten butterflies in my stomach like that... w/e... I miss my bed!!! I miss my friends!!! I miss my pool!!! although when we were at the hotel and Yan Libi and I went to the pool the water was so warm and it was just like perfect temperature and it was heaven and my pools always fucking freezing!!! But I miss it... I miss home... it scares me cuz I'm with my family and I've been gone for a week and I miss it... imagine going away to college like I planned... I won't have my house... I won't have my bed... I won't have my friends... and Iwon't even have my family around.... scary... well w/e I'm on vacation... let's not think about college..... ah!!1 I see the roach... the bastard was in the bathroom and now he's just standing my the door waiting for god knows what... atleast I know where he is now... ok well he's scaring me so I think I'm gonna go downstairs now and spend sometime with ym cousin who stayed home tonight cuz of me not wanting to go out with her and she would prob get yelled at for leaving after not seeing me all day even though she hasn't said a single word to me except telling me to ask if the meat her mom and my dad were making was being eaten anytime soon... as in tonight... it's not for those of you that are that curious... and for those of you that are... wow you fucking freaks!!1 go get lives!!! I' kidding although seriously fi you truly care about the meat it's kinda sad...a rrite well I'm out since the roach is either chasing itself while moving but it looks like roach ballet and I hate roaches too much to stck around and watch.... fuck he ran somwhere and I dunny where so I'm deff out... bye!!!
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[27 Jun 2004|09:43pm] |
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so its my second day here...its really weird... like i dont feel as though im in a diff country at all... so i spent one day in budapest... simply amazing... there really are no other words to describe it at all... yesterday we just kidna chilled at my uncles for a while... some relatives ive never seen before in my life came to visit saying how big my bro and i got... no shit considering the last time i saw these people i was prob one... two max... then this morning we were supposed to go somewhere gay at like 8 in the morning but my mother overslept... thank god... so my cousin and i got a few extra hours of sleep and plans were changed to going to the dead sea for a while. im so fucking tired...its 10 here and im seriously exhausted... last night my cousin libi and i went to bed... watched tv... played soem cards... got so fucking bored that she called some friends and we snuck out... met up with some of her friends... all guys... it was fun... they spoke a little english and some of them spoke russian.... i hooked upw ith this one kid... talking to him was histerical... cuz his english was crappy and his russian was just as bad... so yah... we woke up later than planned today and went to the dead sea... twas fun kinda... all except for nearly going blind cuz i got some water in my eye cuz of my mom... that shit fucking burns... it was funny cuz safterwards... even after showering... all i need was some tequila and i could fucking likc myself for salt... then went to my moms cousins place for a few hours... i hate visiting family... its just going to someones house to eat... then go visit more family and eat some more... and theyre never cool relatives... theyre always annoying and have big annoying dogs!!!! well i must go finish packing since were leaving tomorrow for 4 days to a hotel on the beach...i hope i geta niec tan... thats all i want... some color... i hate fukcing being so white... oh well... well my cousin's friend is over and she doesnt speak anything but hebrew and thats just annoying and she likes yan so thats even more annoying cuz well who doesnt... and im still exhausted... so yah im gonna go finish up this whole packing business and go pass out or something... i dont even know... ok well im gonna og check my e-mail and then im out... payce!!!!
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ok so its official... steve and i aren't friends anymore... he said dodge ball looks like a stupid movie and i think it looks histerical and am yelling at my brother as I type to take me to see it with him before we leave.... so yah im leaving thursday... how exciting... if anyone wants me to email them they need to let me know and gimve me their e-mail address ahead o time. Also the people i said i would e-mail ona daily basis... now that i think about it... its not very realistic considering i might not have access to a computer like half the time but don't worry i will e-mail every chance i get and I've decided that I'm going to try and update... well my day is a bit screwed up today... heva andi planned the whoel ay out and then she realized that she has a 6 hour chem review class... i hoipe she passed earth science so she doesnt have to take the chem... i hope i passed physics... i think that with a decent curve theres still hope... w/e now i know what im doign sunday... you know sometimes i think that i spend too much time with heather but then i remember that shes one of my closest friends.... its amazing how much closer she and i ahve gotten this year alone... I've come to the conclusion that I'm very content with most things right now... friends... its summer vacation! i don't have to hang out with anyone that i don't feel like seeing! I like Rob and that seems to be working out well... just need to figure out how to steal his favorite hat. Yay heathy just called form her class and it's not that bad so I'm happy for her... I dunno just any good news from anyone today seemsa to make me smile even if it has nothing to do with me... Well this entry is getting long so I'm just going to end it here.
p.s. just wanted to see what the predatory mood looked like
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[13 Jun 2004|03:34am] |
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so today was interesting... well technically yesterday but lets just pretend its not 3 a.m. and that were still in june 12... went out with the mumster in the morning...chilled around and about... leah and steve picked me up... i lost my phone during our hunt for good food that wasnt over crowded (the place where its served... not the food...) by the way guys... ralph's pizza blows huge balls! seriously though... not good... but yah so i hung out with steve and leah... got home... mom pissed off as hell cuz of the whole phone thing among other stupid shit... really bad mood... rob offered to come over and just tlak so i said what the hell... we kinda hung out... he met my mom( not under good conditions since she was busy yelling at me) and he met will... that was funny... so were kinda seein eachother i guess... ah!!! i dunno how i feel yet... i just cant seem to put it into words or settle my mind about it...hes just amazing to a certain extent i guess...i dont even know... i think im just really tired... well with that... i'm kinda happy even though my stomach hurts and yah... night guys!
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[07 Jun 2004|10:22pm] |
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So today was fun... whoever commented on the cleavage... thanks ... it was quite amusing...except in french when valerie thought i got upset and was telling be about my natural beauty lol... elaina was kinda rude about it though... oh well... so physics final tomorrow... who's gonna fail miserably... oh yah thats me... i actually miss chem... yah sad i know... so mel dropped a stapler on my pinky! it feels weird now... like the movements are really stiff and what not... guys maybe I'll be able to tell when it's going to rain now! haha that would be great... so yah saw kelly on the bus... always fun to talk to her... sorry im gonna be like out of the country for spidey but I'll save my first time for you... oh baby... then ilya got on the bus... time with that boy is always umm interestng... he's a weird one.... a bit racist (found that out today) but that's just adding to his uhh charming qualities... well today was amusing to say the least... the very least...
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| anna's updating... inconceivable! |
[06 Jun 2004|09:07pm] |
yah so im updating once again.... last time was about a month ago... less actually... arent you guys proud... i dont really remember but about the past month... good times... bad times... its all the same...finals are coming pu so blah! i dunno... ive been kinda blah lately but ive been blah with a smile! i dunno if that makes sense to anyone else but it kinda made me laugh...im actually kinda surprised that steve hasn't yelled at me to update lately... weird shiznit... ummm so yah saw the play yesterday... fun fun... hung out with leah... we should do that more often... well hang out and not well yah she knows what i mean... hopefully... im kinda tired and i think i might go read the childrens hour again soon... well im out... mwahz... i love you guys... well only some of you... like 1 or 2
oh p.s. andra... i love you and sorry about the camera that blows balls... a lot of them... more than some crappy person that we know... um jen yah that sounds good... it blows more balls than jen...
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| being yelled at again... |
[10 May 2004|09:15pm] |
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ok so im not even gonan bother writing that im gonna update this shit from now on... to be perfectly honest ill update when someone yells at me to like steve is right now... ok so recap... that person who i didnt wanna mentin in my ast updates was mark...dated... broke up... drama...w/e...so the rc culminating event was last weekend... as in 2 days ago... fun fun... blah blah... upset over gil stuff... ill be fine... blah blah blah... i really dunno what to write... im very blah right now so everything just kinda comes out as blah blah blah... so yah...i like my new rc pen... its very nice... tomorrows the scholars fair... so yay i guess... i cant wait for next weekend... i just wann alay in bed forever and ever and ever and never get up which is why i think im actually gonna go to sleep soon/... yes i know its not even 9:30 but i think 10 is good for tonight considering im completely dead... ok well time to go to bed or some crap like that... well id like to end this on a lighter note so blah blah blah blah blah... i love steve... blah blah blah... leah rocks for driving me to work today... blahblah blah.... im talking to like 4 people after h.s.... blah blah blah... good night guys!
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| brr... its cold in here |
[25 Feb 2004|09:26pm] |
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... so yah tody was fun... school.... reality check... not much done but danielle and mike came back!!! i havent seen mike in the longest time and danielle since like december so yay...well maryt just finsihed sending me all the pics from youth board that she took although im pretty sure she missed a few but its all good... then check my mail and then go here to read a comment sarah wrote me... nice to know i ahve such great timing... although that was some really random brocolli rant... its all good in the hood anyways... umm so yah... i dont really have much to say right now so im gonna go till the time comes when i do.... later
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arrite well im gonna start updating this shit once again... yah i know i always say that but i think andras gonna kick my ass if i dont... so whats been new... ummm finally over gil.... kinda liking someone else now but lets not get into that incase some people that id otn want knowing read this... umm yah so last time i updated was a while back... i gues si could go ge my actual journal and see whats bene going on n my life but id rather not... so yah... didnt og to work today.... went out to eat with mark and cousins... visited chris at work!!! fun fun for everyone!!!...helped rosie with her math and found out what a loser will really is.. but ive been talking to andra for the past half hour so thats always kewl... ok well im gonna end this now and andra... this was all for you...
p.s. ozzy is not latina!!!
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arrite i dont even remewmber the last time ive udated so lets talk about saummer.... my bday rocked... rc rocks again.... btw august 24th.... family park,... no summer rockfest but free rc concert in its place... bands and extreme games... everyone should come.... so yah.... liked a guy... went on a date... hes a completely retarded jerkoff(thanks christina for tellin me lol) w/e i guess i still liek him but god help me if i ever go on a second dat e with him ... eh i dont think hs inetrested anymore anyways not that it matters cuz if he was id laugh in his face.... w/e hes make a good friend.... gorgeous car btw people.... beautiful.... ummm yah so wat else.... go di honestly dont remember... goin out tonight with the girls.... havent seen heather in like a week ateast and randa.... i think the last time i saw her was the bowling thing before my bday..... ummm yah so no warped tour for me whch is actually alright cuz like all the bands i wanna see are playing at the same time so like i dont feel like paying $40 to see lke 2 bands max.... arrite welll im out cuz im on the phone with rose now and its hard to listen to her and type at the same time.... peace out
p.s. i miss christina!!!!!!!!
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[13 Jul 2003|11:48pm] |
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alright first off i just wanna say brit i hope u had a great night cuz it was ur night and you shouldnt have letten anything get to you... alright i had a great time... tonight almost made me reconsider wanting to go far away to college... alright by the time me lissa randa and heav turn 17 we all better have fake ids cuz i wanna get atleats one year of partying together before college cuz vacations just wont cut it....i love my friends... btw someone owes me two dances and i wont let him forget it... even if i get my dances in skool... i want ym father daughter dance alright pops.... so yah nancy had a great dress on... i feel as though ive seen it before many many times before... im kidding it looked great.... well yah i had a great time and i hope everyone else who went did as well... i loved the whole 50s thing cuz the music rocked... atleats iut did like half the time... and then ig oth ome...s topped by ro's... wacthed trhe ali g show... oh man i cant wait for a new season.... and then watched dead like me... great show... alright well im a lil bit bummed out and tres tired so im gonna end this post... nitenite princesses.... oh yah btw happy bday to dan the man!!! danny u rock although youre prob upstate and will nver read this
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| kelly is a cock and a half |
[13 Jul 2003|01:40am] |
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yah guys so you like kelly's post that she made whens he was on my account fixing my background which is semi working...its too funyn to delete though...
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| konect the elbow to the knee |
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yah im updating cuz sarah told me to like a few days ago... i hope she likes my subject... so yah whats been going on this summer... honestly i cant remember... like i know ive done stuff but i cant remember specifics...there was an aweful date that heather wont let me forget(dont ask please)...lots of chillin with rose and walks with heather after camp... even walks at 6 in the morning so i saw heather as she was waiting for her bu to go to camp... finally had anpother rc meeting... i feel useful once again... orits pregnant!!! rc baby is on the way!!! um wow i should update each day so i dont forget stuff...so yah i was painting with my bro earlier... ym dad gotr all bitchy cuz now the deck has white spots on it lol but now my bro forbids me to paint cuz i got paint all over ymself... his fault actually but w/e... i got a lil in ym hair... its so funny cuz its right in the front and my hair looks a lil reddish right now so its like the rogue look or something... alright well going to southbeach laters with peoples so i must go shower and straighten my hair... alright then... lets all hope sarahs happy now
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